Wow

I forgot All about this blog existing until I decided to google myself. Here I am three years later just about the same spot and I'm still wondering the same things. I live in las Vegas miss the place I worked that I wrote about still all the time. I'm starting to feel my age lately it's creeping up and everything I feel is changing. I know my answer now what makes me happy is so clear yet so far away. I don't like this path I'm leading when is the fire going to light under my ass for me to change it? Life when I made this blog was so simple compared to now. I never should have left Utah or 4 life or landed here but it's too late it's all I can do to be a person I'm not a number I'm not my outside I'm here !!

I've been tagged by treasa!

Here are the rules:
1. Post the rules on your blog
2Answer the six "8" items.
3. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.

8 Favorite TV Shows:
1. Law and order
2. House M.D
3. forensic files
4. the investigators
5. south park
6. family guy
7. maury
8. american idol

8 Things I Did Yesterday:
1. played super mario on ssuper nintendo
2. slept
3. went home
4. ate chicken
5. went for a drive
6. went to wal mart
7. made up with mike
8.got a bus ticket for vegas
8 Things I Look Forward To:
1. going to vegas
2. Thanksgiving
3. seeing my mom
4. a haircut that my supervisor is paying for
5. getting paid
6. getting my nails done
7. lunch
8. sleeping
8 Favorite Restaurants:
1. olive garden
2. macaroni grill
3. Cafe Rio
4. tgifs
5.apple bees
6. IHOP
7. tony romas
8. robertos (vegas)

8 Things On My Wish List:
1. people move out
2. alaptop
3. a new car
4. my boyfriend
5. keep my job
6. a good president (too bad that one won't come true)
7. new clothes
8. real friends
8 People I Tag:
1. michael
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8.(i dont know anyone else on blogger!)

the day that never comes

Born to push you around
You better just stay down
You pull away
He hits the flesh
You hit the ground
Mouth so full of lies
Tend to black your eyes
Just keep them close
Keep praying
Just keep waiting

Waiting for the one
The day that never comes
When you stand up and feel the warmth
but the sunshine never comes
No the sunshine never comes

Push you cross that line
Just stay down this time
Hiding yourself
Crawling yourself
You'll have your time
God I'll make them pay
Take it back one day
I'll end this day
I'll spread the color on this grave

Waiting for the one
The day that never comes
When you stand up and feel the warmth
but the sunshine never comes
No the sunshine never comes

Love is a four letter word
And never spoken here
Love is a four letter word
Here in this prison
I suffer this no longer
I put it into
This I swear!
This I swear!
The sun will shine
This I swear!
This I swear!
This I swear!


*Metallica*

high and dry

Two jumps in a week
I bet you think that’s pretty clever, don’t you boy?
Flyin’ on your motorcycle,
Watchin’ all the ground beneath you drop
You’d kill yourself for recognition,
Kill yourself to never, ever stop
You broke another mirror,
You’re turning into something you are not

Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.
Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.

Drying up in conversation,
You will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces,
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They’re the ones who’ll hate you,
When you think you got the world all sussed out
They’re the ones who spit on you,
You will be the one screaming out

Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.
Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.

Oh, It’s the best that you ever had,
The best thing that you ever, ever had.
It’s the best thing that you ever had,
The best thing that you have had has gone away.

Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.
Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.
Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me high,
Don’t leave me dry.

*radiohead*